[RADIO TUNING]
[ORCHESTRA WARMING UP]
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WOMAN: I'd like to welcome you
to this hypnosis recording
for relieving stress and anxiety.
This session is designed to increase your well-being
and your ability to release any form of stress
that you may have been holding on to.
You'll have the opportunity
to restore your inner balance,
your sense of calm and being in control.
Please make sure that you are not driving,
operating machinery, or doing any other task
that requires your attention.
[STATIC ON RADIO]
WOMAN [ON RADIO]: If you're just tuning in, welcome, folks.
MAN: Don't fight depression.
Make friends with it.
[♪♪♪]
[PAY PHONE RINGING]
VIVIAN: What are we waiting for? NICOLA: I think she's still...
VIVIAN: Oh, yes, here she is.
[CHUCKLES]
Oh...
- You look beautiful. JANE: Thank you.
[LAUGHING SOFTLY]
Right.
You two go in the back. I'll go in the front.
- You look lovely. - Yeah?
Yes.
[HEELS CLICKING]
What's wrong?
DENNIS: Everything okay?
- He hasn't turned up. - What?
- We tried calling. There's no answer. DENNIS: Call him again.
I've never been so embarrassed in my life!
[♪♪♪]
JANE: I'm so, so sorry
if I've done something wrong.
I love you.
I just want things to go back...
to how they were.
[PAY PHONE RINGING]
[♪♪♪]
Shh.
[RINGING STOPS]
[SOFTLY] Thank you.
Lovely.
[♪♪♪]
MAN: Right. How are you feeling?
I feel...
fine.
Fine?
Yeah.
No.
Good.
DOCTOR: Fine or good?
JANE: Good.
DOCTOR: No depression?
No.
You?
Funny.
Thanks.
DOCTOR: What's your name?
JANE: Jane.
DOCTOR: Say it again.
JANE: It's Jane.
Are you sure?
Yeah.
Good.
Nice, isn't it?
Yeah.
DOCTOR: That could be you one day.
[WAVES CRASHING]
Yeah?
[DIAL CLICKS]
[MICROWAVE WHIRRING]
[♪♪♪]
[MICROWAVE DINGS]
Merry Christmas.
Hello?
Anyone?
Oh.
Anyone?
Quickly! Quickly.
VIVIAN: Jane? - That's nice.
VIVIAN: What are you doing here?
Hello, Mom, Dad. Come in. I've got something to...
Nicola, Lucy, come on.
Quickly, guys. I haven't got all day.
Didn't expect you here, but it's all right.
Now, I don't wanna cause anyone any offense,
but I bought my own presents this year.
Yes, I have. Yeah.
It's just, to be honest, um...
you know, I've had enough of all the...
The soap and the socks all the time
because it is a lot, isn't it?
Yeah, I know. I can see it, Mom.
I recognize the shape.
I like them. I just got a lot of them.
And, Nicola,
you didn't even buy me socks last year, did you?
It's okay. It's okay. I hope I haven't offended anyone.
No? So I've wrapped them from you, make it easier.
I just need the money now, thank you.
- That's from you, Nicola. NICOLA: What?
Take it.
Fuck off.
- I'm not giving you that. - Nicky...
Well, you have to, so you got no choice.
No, no, I haven't got enough money for myself,
let alone to buy you some fancy fucking bag.
Yes, yes.
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Thank you so much.
[GASPS]
Love the paper, it's brilliant too.
That's so nice. Keep that.
[GASPS]
Oh.
I love it. It's stunning.
Oh, thank you.
Where'd you get it from?
Uh...
[MUMBLES]
I love it. I love it so much. Thank you so much.
What's this? From you?
[JANE GASPS]
[SNIFFS]
[CHUCKLES]
Yes. Yes, yes, yes.
[GASPS]
Oh, Nicola!
- You didn't have to. - I didn't.
- You did, though, didn't you? - I didn't.
So 250 pounds, please. Yeah.
No, I'm not buying you that bag, Jane.
- You already did, didn't you? - No.
We'll talk about it. Maybe I'll get this one.
Yeah, great. All right. Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas.
ALL: Merry Christmas.
[DOOR CLOSES]
Hi, Alice.
- Hi. - Hi.
- Merry Christmas. - Well...
[LAUGHS]
♪ Wish you a Merry Christmas ♪
♪ I'll wish you a Merry Christmas ♪
♪ I'll wish you a Merry Christmas... ♪♪
- Merry Christmas. - Merry Christmas.
- Shall I help you? - Uh, yeah. Thank you.
Thanks for the necklace.
- I absolutely love it. - What necklace?
- I'll give you a receipt later. - What receipt?
- There we go. - Thank you.
Is Jack all right? He opened all his presents, did he?
Yeah. You do know that you got him an umbrella?
Yeah, that's from me. He like it, yeah?
Well, he's 9. He doesn't really need one.
Okay. Did he like it?
- Yeah, he did, actually. - Good.
[ENGINE SPUTTERS]
What time's dinner?
- It'll be ready when it's ready, Jane. - Okay. Bit hungry.
[ENGINE STARTS]
- Carrots. Carrots, yeah? - Yeah.
- Roasted potatoes. - Mm-hm.
- Yorkshire pudding? - Mm-hm.
- Carrots? - Yeah.
Turkey?
[CHUCKLES]
What did you put on the carrots, Tony?
Coriander.
Okay.
[CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING SOFTLY OVER SPEAKERS]
TONY: Ahem. - All right, Jack?
Hey. What's up? You all right?
Christmas.
It's Christmas.
Take it.
His dog passed away this morning.
What?
His dog passed away this morning.
- Oh. ALICE: Yeah.
- What'd the dog die of? - Cancer.
Well, doctor did say it runs in the family, so...
Well, gotta be careful. Yeah.
ALICE: Mm-hm.
[RETCHES]
I have to go because I don't like coriander.
ALICE: Jane, sit down, please.
[♪♪♪]
We're putting you on a different dose of medication.
Why?
I feel fine on the medication that I'm on, actually.
We don't want to feel fine.
We want to feel better. Don't we?
- Do we? - Yes.
- Okay. - Repeat after me.
I'm in my oils.
[WIND WHISTLING]
I'm in my oils.
[CLOCK TICKING]
[GASPS]
VIVIAN: Did the doctor say you'd put on weight?
Uh...
- No. - She has, hasn't she?
DENNIS: Mmm.
I'm on new medication.
So I'm sleeping a lot.
Well, you need to wake up.
[SOFTLY] Okay.
What's Alice been doing?
You can tell her we've decided to move away.
This is no life for us. It's disgusting.
She won't even talk to her own mother.
What have I done?
- What have I done? - Nothing.
She's just jealous, isn't she?
She is, isn't she?
- Is she? - But, um, we've been
redecorating the kitchen.
It's lovely. We're in our oils.
You should do something about this place.
It's beginning to look like a squat.
[PHONE RINGING]
[♪♪♪]
Better get that.
[SOFTLY] Hello?
JOHNNY: Hey. I haven't heard from you in a while.
Are you okay? You sound tired.
I can't talk. My parents are here. Quick, quick.
Have you told them about us yet?
No, not yet. They're not ready. I will.
Look, I just love you. I want them to know.
I love you too.
- Okay, bye. - Okay, bye.
[LAUGHS]
VIVIAN: What's wrong?
Nothing.
Well, sit down.
There's news.
Bad news.
I'm ill.
Nothing definite.
Don't start worrying yourself because we're not sure of anything yet.
But it's bad.
- Really bad. Isn't it? - Mmm.
And above all, don't tell Alice.
- No. - Well, we...
We've had a lovely visit, haven't we?
Yeah, it's been all right, yeah.
Well, we have to go.
[SOFTLY] Bye.
You used to have such beautiful hair.
Thank you.
Bye, Dad.
Bye.
[♪♪♪]
DOCTOR: Why not turn to the person next to you and say, "I'm depressed"?
Remember, don't fight depression.
Make friends with it.
WOMAN [ON RADIO]: If you're just tuning in, welcome to Feeling Blue.
Today's phone-in is all about making a change.
Maybe you're sick of the humdrum nature of day-to-day life.
You want to make a change.
You want to stop taking the pills.
Today could be the first day of the rest of your life.
Why not call in to tell us
all about the change you're making?
[WIND WHISTLING]
[NICOLA SNIFFING]
Have you...? It stinks in here. Have you washed?
Yeah, loads.
You need to wash.
You need to fucking shut it.
- Look. Look. - What?
- Look. - What?
I'm claiming money on the sick for mental health.
They're coming round shortly to examine me to make sure I'm a nutjob.
- Why, what's wrong? - I've got what you've got.
Time of the month? Yeah, I'm hemorrhaging...
No, there's nothing wrong with me, Jane. I'm normal.
Oh, okay, normal period.
Lucy's claiming on depression as well.
Yeah, I'm depressed.
We all are.
I need you to show me some stuff. Tell me how to act in front of them.
No, Nic, Nic, Nic, we can't do that. We'll go to jail.
- How are you feeling? - I feel fine, thank you.
- Yeah? - Yeah.
- Nothing going on? - What do you mean?
Nothing weird going on in your head?
No, I feel fine, thank you. A-okay. Heh.
I take my tablets. Honest, now.
What happens if you don't?
Oh, it depends, really.
But around 9:00 every night,
spiders come out of the walls.
That one there has got a face on him.
The one back there, in the corner, the mother.
Mother, she be like...
And then, over there, that jumping jack, that:
[CLICKING TONGUE]
And then I can get the, uh...
shakes.
She's very, very ill.
Are you okay to talk to me, Nicola?
[HISSES]
[SOFTLY] Go away.
- Go away. - You sad, Mom?
[SOFTLY] Shh, less is more. Jail cells.
[NICOLA GROANING]
You won't tell anyone what happened to you today, will you?
Get the door, quick, quick, quick.
Quick. I'll do it.
WOMAN: Ow! - Yeah. Go.
[DOOR CLOSES]
Goodbye. Show is over.
Good riddance.
[LAUGHS]
How much money have you got on you?
Oh, nothing. Nothing.
- Well, can you lend us some money? - Well, how much?
You haven't paid me back for the bag yet.
Grand.
So?
Yeah, well, we need it.
[KNOCKING ON DOOR]
[FINGERS CLICKING AGAINST WALL]
[SOFTLY] Shh, keep your voices down.
[MUFFLED VOICES SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
- They're listening. - What?
Shh. Don't wanna scare you.
What are you talking about?
The people in the walls.
Shh, don't look.
They can see out.
We can't see in because of the paint.
Don't get too close to the wall, darling. Come away from the wall.
You get too close, they do drag you in.
[MAKING NOISES]
[VOICES WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY]
[♪♪♪]
JANE: Oh.
Oh, no.
Filthy fucking fuck fuck.
[DOOR CLOSES]
TONY: Left my briefcase.
ALICE: It's there.
JANE: Tony's a bastard. - What?
Tony's a bastard.
I've gotta rush.
[DOOR CLOSES]
Not hungry, am I?
Sorry.
Come here.
- You and Tony okay? - Yeah, we're fine.
[SOFTLY] Because I saw him kissing another lady.
Have you been taking your tablets?
Yes, I am. Thank you.
Don't say such silly things, then.
Okay. Carry on with your day.
Nothing to see here.
[♪♪♪]
[MUFFLED VOICES YELLING INDISTINCTLY]
[PHONE RINGING]
Hello? Jane speaking.
JOHNNY: Hey. What have you been doing today?
Nothing. I haven't been anywhere,
and I definitely haven't seen anyone, so...
I've got an idea.
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
[♪♪♪]
- Hello? JOHNNY: Hey.
You all set?
- Yeah. - Good.
I love you. Don't panic.
- This is the right thing to do. - Yeah.
- Bye. - Bye.
Jack.
It's me.
It's Jane.
Quicker, you fucking... Quick.
Thank you, thank you. I'm gonna take you back.
Get in.
Doesn't open, so you're gonna have to climb in.
Yeah, don't do that.
[JACK GRUNTING SOFTLY]
You all right?
WOMAN [ON RADIO]: If you're tuning in, welcome.
Today we're talking adoption.
Are you looking to adopt a child, but...
[STATIC ON RADIO]
Did your mother tell you that I used to be a model?
- No. - That's weird.
I did. You ask her. No lies.
In fact, I was as beautiful as...
Open it, have a look in there. Quick, quick. Quicker. Quicker.
Good boy.
[CHUCKLES]
I used to compete in beauty pageants.
Yeah. Dropped out because I'd get nervous,
so I never won, did I?
[SCOFFS]
Silly.
This doesn't really look like you.
What's that, now?
It just doesn't really look like you.
What?
[HIGH-PITCHED RINGING]
[TIRES SCREECH]
Oh.
[STATIC ON RADIO]
Welcome back.
Today we're talking about how you might dispose of a body.
[LAUGHING]
Shit.
I'll just put it on now.
[BUCKLE CLICKS]
[SIGHS]
That's better. Whew.
What happened?
You were attacked, Jack.
Came left of field. You're safe, though.
I fought them off with karate.
What?
What I'm about to say
is gonna sound strange
because you've taken a bit of a hit to the head, but...
it's true.
Okay?
I'm your mother.
When I had you, the doctor said...
I was ill. I wasn't ill.
So my sister Alice, "your mother,"
took you in and adopted you.
I'm your mother.
That's the truth. Honest, now. No lies involved.
How do you feel about that, then?
Quite tired.
You're not tired.
- Yeah, I am. - Are you ready
to come with me and meet Daddy?
[PHONE RINGING]
Oh.
Don't drink that.
It's quite expensive here. I don't know where I...
am.
Oh...
- What happened to your head? - I was attacked.
ALICE: What? JANE: Yeah, he was attacked.
- Don't ask. - Jane!
You need to understand, you can't fucking do this...
Don't shout at her. She's not a child.
Yeah, tone it down, Tony.
Tell her to stop acting like one, then.
- You're acting like one. - Ah. Here we go.
Taking sides with her family again. It's always the same!
In other news, Mom came around. She's ill.
- She's not ill. - She reckons she is,
and she reckons you're jealous.
She's filling your head with bullshit. Tony's gonna drive you home.
I'll get a cab, it's fine.
- Auntie Jane has a car. - No.
- No, I don't. I don't have a... - Yeah.
Shh. He's playing silly buggers because he took a...
[CLICKS TONGUE]
...to the head.
Jack, if you continue to lie,
your nose will grow really...
[MAKES NOISE]
...large, like this fuckhead here.
Tony, your dad.
- Are we going or...? TONY: Yeah.
Because I ain't got the... for a cab, have I?
[♪♪♪]
[TONY CLEARS THROAT]
Are you sleeping with another lady?
[SIGHS]
No, Jane. I'm not.
Guess I'm out of here.
Come on.
Bring it on.
- Thanks for the lift. - Mm-hm.
[♪♪♪]
JOHNNY: Where have you been tonight?
Um...
Just out.
Where?
I miss you. I'm sorry.
What do you mean, you're sorry?
I'm sorry I couldn't get him.
[JOHNNY SIGHS]
You make me feel like I can't trust you.
You can. I'm really sorry.
You can trust me.
Okay. Prove it.
[GASPS SOFTLY]
JANE: I will. I'll get him this time, I promise.
[♪♪♪]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
[DOORBELL RINGS]
- Who are you supposed to be? - My fucking self.
- Happy birthday. Well done. - Where's Lucy?
With the wicked witch.
- What? Why? - Oh, I don't know.
She can keep her, for all I care. Have you spoken to Jane?
ALICE: Not yet. Why?
NICOLA: Talking about things in the walls again.
Her place stinks.
Come here. Come here, Jack. Quick, quick, quick.
Come here.
You're real.
Listen to me because I need to tell you something,
and this is important.
There are people here who are Frankensteins,
i.e., dead.
They have no...
[CLICKS TONGUE, THEN EXHALES]
...pulse.
You get me?
These people aren't just here.
They're everywhere.
Look at me.
They are hard to spot because they look just like us,
but they're not us.
They are nasty.
Don't be scared. I'm here to save you.
Ah! I know what I needed to tell you.
Say it with me, "cannibalism."
Floors do open up.
Cannibalism do drag you down.
No. No.
No...
[GROANING]
[LAUGHS]
I know. You mustn't panic, though.
[LAUGHS]
[KNOCKING NEARBY]
[♪♪♪]
Jack.
The fridge.
Go. Go, go, go.
Don't look too hard.
Hurry. Come on. Come on.
There's a way out. This way.
- Where are we going? - Just here.
- I wanna go back inside. - It's all right, Jack. No.
- He's here now. - I wanna go back inside.
Jack, no. Stop it, you fuck!
[CAR ENGINE STARTS]
[♪♪♪]
[SOFTLY] Johnny? Here he is.
Thank you.
Where's he going?
Jane?
What are you doing?
Jack?
They know. The trees know it.
The trees in the woods.
You see, uh...
a car's died and it...
So I turned it over.
Where you going?
You're back here?
I got him. I got him.
[VOICES WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY]
Where? Where?
[MUMBLING SOFTLY]
Where?
All right.
[♪♪♪]
[GAGS]
[SOBS]
[GAGS]
[♪♪♪]
[SOFTLY] Tired.
Hello.
I'm...
[CHUCKLES]
JANE: What's she doing? - Getting ready for the pageant.
Give me my dress back.
VIVIAN: You're making it very difficult
for people to like you.
- People do like me. - Who? Johnny?
What's going on?
That's my dress! I made it.
- And she won't give it back. VIVIAN: I warned you,
but you wouldn't take any notice. Now you've ruined everything.
ALICE: She's gone through a lot. - Shut up.
No, she really...
[CHUCKLES]
VIVIAN: Ah, there we are. That looks lovely.
[♪♪♪]
For what we are about to receive...
Uh, what comes ne...? What's next?
DENNIS: "Amen." - Amen.
Yeah.
Yeah, it's... Well, let's eat.
Jane, eat.
The cars won't stop and I...
Don't know if he will be home, but...
Just cut it when he talks, and I know and...
[SIGHS]
What?
In the forestry, it's all right.
We just... Yeah. And I stopped the cars and...
Trying a bit, but you can't...
And like... And... Yeah.
Yeah.
[WIND WHISTLING]
[♪♪♪]
[MAN YELLING INDISTINCTLY IN DISTANCE]
MAN: You're all ants.
Ant.
It's a bloody ant farm.
I'm trapped in the cage of a pestilent beast
and that beast was named anxiety.
Jane?
No, I don't know you.
It's Mike.
No. No.
You don't remember me?
The guy who used to, uh...
fiddle with his dog.
Oh, fu...
Are they still saying that? What else do they say?
Stuff, you know.
- You're fucking beautiful. - Shut up.
You're the most beautiful thing I've seen today. Ahh...
- Will you shut up? - What's your favorite drink?
Half of a lager, shandy top.
Right. Well, will you allow me to treat you to half of a lager, shandy top?
- No. - Shh!
Don't listen to what these ants here are telling you.
Mike, I don't know you,
and I'm not looking for a sexual partner
at the moment, thank you. So, no, don't...
They won't get in the way of the development of our love.
No, we're not in love. So don't go spreading that.
MIKE: When can I see you again? - I don't know you.
You can't. I got a doctor's appointment now.
- I'll come in. - No, you stay there.
- I'll come in because I know him. - No, you don't.
- Well... - No, stay. You stay there.
Right there.
I've got something for you.
[TOY GUN BLARING]
- Heh. - You're dead.
- What? - React.
[TOY GUN BLARES]
- You're dead. - All right.
[TOY GUN BLARING]
Would you like to spend more time with me?
Can I think about it?
I'm fine, thanks. Thanks.
Yes. I would like to spend more time with you.
[♪♪♪]
MIKE: Yeah.
- Oh. - I must've kept it from when I was a kid.
I used to be a model.
- No... No lies involved either. - Yeah. I know.
- I was stunning, wasn't I? - Yeah.
- You can ask Alice. - I will.
Thanks.
Yeah, thanks.
- So how you been? - Yeah. Not good.
I mean, things were looking up for a...
About a month.
Few years back, but...
Oh, listen to me. How've you been?
- Yeah, I'm fine, thanks. - Yeah.
What you been doing?
- Yeah. Nothing. Just living in my flat. - Yeah?
- Mm-hm. - That's nice.
I wish they'd give me one of them.
I don't have a place at the moment, another attractive quality.
You look amazing.
MIKE: Do you remember my band? JANE: No.
MIKE: Yeah, we were quite shit,
but I had this plan to release a killer album
and then die young, remain credible, but it's a...
Anyway, I got the band back together about a year ago...
and I'm doing a gig soon if you wanna come.
Suppose you could say I'm a...
Well, I'm like a rock star now.
Very inspirated by, uh, Nirvana, for example.
The Truth. Very much inspirated by The Truth.
JANE: Mmm. - You know...
What time's your gig?
[♪♪♪]
MIKE: This is for Jane.
[MIKE PLAYING ELECTRIC GUITAR]
MIKE: So? What'd you think?
Well done. Very good.
♪ Don't drink the water ♪
♪ Unless you want your life ♪
Well, what was your favorite bits?
MIKE: ♪ I said water... ♪
Oh... The singing.
♪ We're the Truth Detectives ♪
♪ And detecting truth is what we do ♪
♪ And when you're least expecting us ♪
♪ You better look out 'cause ♪
♪ We'll be inspecting you ♪
- You all right? - Oh...
So I've been thinking, maybe you're not ill.
Maybe you're an experiment.
Maybe we're all an experiment for something else,
and that's what's going on.
I'm not ill anymore. I'm fine.
Yeah. Well, it's... Heh.
It's the world that's sick, innit? The world that's...
You know? And we're all being controlled.
We're controlled into thinking that we're not controlled.
♪ The queen's a shape-shifter ♪
♪ You think she's weak and feeble ♪
♪ But she's got the strength Of a weight lifter ♪
♪ She's got the beak of a seagull... ♪
They control everything. They control what we eat, what we watch.
It's the same mind-numbing fucking shit.
Amusing little plays. Me and the Detectives, we don't stand a fucking chance.
♪ Death, death, no breath... ♪♪
MIKE: Same false advertisement
for how wonderful the world is
while they're keeping a needle in the population behind closed doors.
And everything we're taught is a fictitious lie.
[MIKE CHUCKLES]
I can't...
[MIKE SIGHS]
I'm sorry. I can't believe you've seen me perform.
- I feel like I should see you perform. - I don't sing.
Yeah, I know, but it's like...
Because you've seen, like, the deepest, darkest part of me,
which is the truth, because I'm at my most exposed when I'm, well, serenading.
I bet you could sing. I bet you could sing like a fucking bird.
You could be in the band.
I don't sing.
[JANE GASPS]
♪ First, I was afraid, I was terrified ♪
♪ Thinking I could never live Without you by my side ♪
♪ But I've been so many long ♪
♪ Thinking how you did me wrong ♪
[♪♪♪]
♪ But now you're back ♪
♪ From outer space ♪
♪ I didn't bump into anyone ♪♪
[APPLAUSE]
Oh, that was fucking beautiful.
I don't sing.
- Jane? - Yeah.
I'm going to act on a feeling now,
and I want you to tell me whether or not you agree.
[♪♪♪]
I agree.
♪ I will follow you ♪
♪ Follow you wherever you may go ♪
♪ There isn't an ocean too deep ♪
♪ A mountain so high it can keep me away ♪
♪ I must follow you ♪
♪ Ever since you touched my hand I know ♪
♪ That near you I always must be ♪
♪ And nothing can keep you from me ♪
♪ You are my destiny ♪
♪ I love you, I love you, I love you ♪
♪ And where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow ♪
♪ You'll always be my true love My true love, my true love ♪
Oh, my...
♪ From now until forever, forever, forever I will follow you ♪
[PHONE RINGING]
♪ Follow you wherever you may go ♪
♪ There isn't an ocean too deep ♪
♪ A mountain so high it can keep ♪
♪ Keep me away ♪
♪ Away from my love ♪
♪ I love you, I love you, I love you ♪
♪ And where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow ♪
♪ You'll always be my true love My true love, my true love ♪
♪ And where you go I'll follow ♪♪
♪ Jane, oh, Jane, You're my kind of cocaine ♪
♪ You're my little chicken ♪
♪ Little chicken, jail mate ♪♪
You're my muse.
Lovely.
I think I love you.
I definitely love you.
[♪♪♪]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
TONY: Just keeps the kidneys strong. You'll feel much better.
I was thinking of...
Right. I've got an announcement to make, so everyone shut the fuck up!
I'm dying.
That's a lie. I'm getting married.
We're getting married.
Of course you are.
- What's that supposed to mean? MIKE: What's your name?
MAN: Lesley. MIKE: Lesley? Nice.
- It means I'm happy for you. - Good, because Lesley's ecstatic.
I'm in my oils.
Never been happier.
ALICE: So, uh, Mike, have you got a job?
Negative. No.
So how do you make money?
Well, I used to work in a bread factory, making, uh, bread,
but now, technically, I gig, but that's art,
and I don't consider art as, um, a job.
But you get paid?
Mmm. Again, technically...
- He's so good. - Shut up.
I'll tell you what, Lesley, the old bag of nuts surprised me.
- Ha! Shh! - Ha-ha-ha.
MIKE: They should know. Maybe I should...?
They... Mmm. Argh. They should know.
Jane is going to be the second lead vocalist in my band.
- Why? - Because she's fucking good.
Sorry about the dirty word.
Mike, he reckons I've got what it takes.
Like Celine Dion.
Better.
Better. Mike reckons I'm better than Celine Dion.
I mean, this could really take off, you know, especially with what she's got,
and it's like a new angle.
We could be looking at the next, I don't know, Dory Previn.
- What do you mean, "with what she's got"? MIKE: Talent.
Talent. With her talent.
I'm really going for it.
NICOLA: Right. Well, let's make a toast.
Never seen us all so happy.
MIKE: Tell them.
To me
because I'm getting married.
And to happiness.
- And to Mike moving in with me. - Yes!
- What? - Yeah.
- That's quick. - Yeah, well, we like each other, so...
That doesn't mean you have to move in with each other.
TONY: There's nothing wrong with it. ALICE: I'm just checking.
Because it's a big thing to move in with someone, so I'm just checking.
I wanna do what I want.
You let me do what I want.
I want Mike to move in with me.
Treat me like a child.
Becoming like Mom.
[NICOLA SIGHS]
There's something else.
Jane...
will you marry me?
Where's the ring?
Yes.
[♪♪♪]
TONY: Congratulations.
ALICE: No. Um...
Sorry, Mike, um...
I just don't think this is a good idea.
MIKE: What? ALICE: I just don't.
Why can't you be happy for me?
- I am. - No, you're not.
[JANE SOBS]
- Ugh! We're leaving. - No. Jane, sorry. I...
JANE: You're just jealous because I've got someone that actually pays attention to me.
He's cheating on you, and you can't even see it!
Tell her. Go on, tell her, Tony.
- Tell her the truth. Go on. - You need to start taking your medication.
And you need to fuck right off.
[DOOR OPENS, THEN CLOSES]
Not one of my kids has visited me.
What does that say?
Um... That...
Do they know I'm ill?
Yeah, yeah.
Alice doesn't believe you.
Would you mind if I talk to my daughter alone?
No. No.
No, Mom, you...
It's fine. You can say what you like in front of Mike. He's not gonna go.
He's not... He's not gonna...
go spreading stuff. He...
- I'm not a snitch. - He's not a snitch.
I'm very loyal.
You're not marrying this fool.
You can preach all you like to me, it's not happening.
Why? Why?
Give me your hand.
- No, I'm not... - Shut up!
- I don't want... - Give me your hand.
- No, don't... Don't... - No...
It's all right. I'm comfortable facing whatever's ahead of me.
You don't know what she's gonna do.
[♪♪♪]
There's a devil inside you.
[CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY]
Stay away from her, you fuckhead!
Mom, stop it.
We're put on this earth with a purpose.
Do you want to know what your purpose is?
No.
You need to wake up.
I'll wake up when I want to.
[LAUGHING]
I'll pay you back when the band get a deal.
When do you think that will be? Soon?
Any day now.
Okay. Thank you.
You're welcome.
[BELLS TOLLING]
[GASPS]
NICOLA: Jane?
Jane.
Huh?
- What's wrong? - He's gone.
Where is he?
It's Lesley.
He's dead. He's gone.
Oh.
He went peacefully.
Did he?
No, it's fine.
We were married, so I'll be fine.
Jane.
Nicola?
I think I'm like you.
I keep hearing voices in the walls, and they won't go away.
Oh.
Can I stay with you till I get Lesley's money?
Oh...
Oh.
How long do you think that will be, then?
Probably a while.
- Nicola. - Yeah?
How long is "a while"?
ANNOUNCER [ON TV]: Do you ever wake up and think, "Something's not right"?
You look older.
Then you need Eternal Beauty.
It's working.
ANNOUNCER: Taking you from faceless to flawless.
Let's have one of those.
- No. - Come on, I've got what you've got.
They're mine. You can't.
Anyway, I take...
Don't need to take them anymore. I'm all...
good.
Just...
You sick?
Well, my illness don't really have a medical definition.
You two make such a cute couple.
Thank you.
Did Jane ever tell you I was a beauty queen?
- That was you? Yeah? - Yeah.
Yeah, I won stuff.
Top tier. I won most of it.
Didn't I, Jane?
Yeah. She was really pretty.
- Yeah. MIKE: Nice.
She still is, really.
A bit.
We used to have loads of photos. We should get them out one day.
I wore this stunning blue dress.
They told me I was a natural.
Like this:
[♪♪♪]
[NICOLA SIGHS]
Took me right back.
[NICOLA SIGHS]
JANE: I did the same, but, uh, I didn't get...
Um, they knew that I couldn't...
I wasn't very, um, good.
Ah! I'm up here.
Are we gonna win? No, I wasn't gonna win it.
You tried, but you weren't...
Wasn't good. She wasn't good.
[GASPING]
[♪♪♪]
[GROANS]
[HIGH-PITCHED RINGING]
[THUMPING]
[MIKE MOANING]
[WHIMPERS]
[SCREAMS]
JANE: No!
Ow, ow, ow!
[WHIMPERS, THEN GROANS]
Ow, ow, ow.
[SOBBING] No! No!
No, no, no!
[SOBBING]
[RINGING]
♪ Took a friend I found Across some blood red river ♪
♪ Never did find my way home In time to forgive her ♪
♪ Why must people always want ♪
♪ What they can't have? ♪
♪ Why must people always grab ♪
♪ What they'd never grasp? ♪
♪ How did we get so far? ♪
♪ How do we move so fast away ♪
♪ From the lilac-lilied lake ♪
♪ I'm sure we used to play ♪
♪ Is it only a dream away? ♪
♪ Took a raft I found Across some blood red river ♪
♪ Never did find my way home In time for my dinner ♪
♪ Why must people always want ♪
♪ What they never have? ♪
♪ Why is it a crime To miss a part of you ♪
[JANE GROANS]
♪ That's bled? ♪
♪ How did we get so far? ♪
♪ How do we move so fast away ♪
♪ From the lilac-lilied lake ♪
♪ I'm sure we used to play ♪
♪ Is it only a dream away? ♪♪
JANE: Get off me! Get off me!
Get off me! Help!
- Don't look. - They're stealing me!
MAN: Easy. JANE: They're stealing me!
Alice! They're stealing me!
Alice! Help!
WOMAN [ON RADIO]: That was Beth Orton with "Blood..."
[STATIC ON RADIO]
If you're just tuning in, welcome.
Today's question, why would you not kill yourself?
We're gonna be opening this up.
I'm gonna kick it off with, "I think you should kill yourself if you want to."
In fact, if you are thinking about doing it and are strong enough to go through with it,
why not call in beforehand to tell us why?
- Hello, caller. JANE: Yes. Hello.
WOMAN: Why are you killing yourself?
JANE: Because...
Turn it off!
Turn it off! Turn it off!
Turn it off!
[WHIMPERING]
[♪♪♪]
[WOMAN YELLING INDISTINCTLY]
Hi.
[♪♪♪]
[HIGH-PITCHED RINGING]
Thank you.
- Should I take it? - Yes, please.
You can take all of it.
- Now? - Yes.
Okay.
Thank you.
Hi.
What's the food like?
Normal.
Pink.
I'm shitting pink peas.
Oh.
Yeah.
Am I coming with you now?
Here you go.
What's that?
It's beautiful. Thank you.
Open it. Go on.
Okay.
I'll help you open it.
- I'll do it. - All right, you do it.
I got it.
Doctor said that'll get your hair back the way it was.
- Once a day... - Yeah?
...for two weeks.
It's beautiful.
Can we go now? I'm getting sick of this place.
Hello, Lucy.
[♪♪♪]
Mommy.
I can't take the pills.
I can't take them anymore.
They make me too tired.
Jane, it's making you better.
I don't think so.
Is it?
Are you sure?
Go now.
JANE: Where...?
Where are you going?
Won't be long.
Okay.
For what?
Bye.
And I don't wanna... I can't come with you.
[RAIN PATTERING]
[RATTLING AND THUMPING]
[KNOCKING]
JOHNNY: It's me.
What have you been doing today?
[MUFFLED] I miss you.
I've got an idea.
[WIND WHISTLING]
[SOFTLY] I'm sorry.
[ORCHESTRA WARMING UP]
[♪♪♪]
JANE: Help!
- They're stealing me! MAN: Stop her!
I'm just gonna get through to the other side!
I've just gotta get through to the other side!
No! Get off!
[THUNDER RUMBLING]
[JANE GROANING]
[SOBS QUIETLY]
No, don't come here anymore.
[PHONE RINGING]
JOHNNY: I've missed you.
Have you missed me?
[♪♪♪]
Yeah.
Where are you?
You didn't turn up.
I'm sorry.
I want to see you.
I know, but you didn't.
You... You didn't turn up. You didn't.
I've missed you so much.
I've missed you too.
- I'm not going anywhere. - Okay.
I want to take care of you.
You're the love of my life, Jane. You're my everything.
I promise, I won't let a day pass
where I don't love you with all the love in my heart.
Do you trust me?
Yeah. Yeah, I do. I do.
Please.
You're the love of my life. You're my everything, Jane.
I love you.
I won't let a day pass where I don't love you with all the love in my heart.
I want things to go back to the way they were.
I just want things to go back...
to how they were.
You're the love of my life, Jane. You're my... I promise... I love you...
You're my everything, Jane. I promise I won't let a day pass...
I won't let a day pass where I don't love you with all the love...
[STATIC CRACKLING]
I will love you with all the love in my heart.
- Jane. WOMAN: Jane?
JOHNNY: Jane. Jane? Jane?
WOMAN: Jane? Jane! Jane, don't! JOHNNY: Jane? Jane? Jane, don't!
[♪♪♪]
[WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON TV]
[♪♪♪]
Your mother wants to see you.
JANE: Go on now.
Go, go.
[CRYING SOFTLY]
[♪♪♪]
Come here.
[SOFTLY] Yes?
Is she dead yet?
Not yet.
[DOOR CREAKING]
Dead?
VIVIAN: Jane?
Mom.
Jane.
Where are you now?
Jane, I'm just resting my eyes.
Well, well, well.
Welcome back.
I do love you, Mom.
Oh, I love you too, Jane.
I know.
I wanted to tell you something.
Okay.
We're all put on this earth for a purpose.
Do you want to know what your purpose is?
Yes, please.
[♪♪♪]
JANE: Sometimes...
I wonder...
why...
You know...
People think that because of it, I must be lonely, but that's not true.
I've got people talking to me all day long, you know. Like, all day.
I got more friends than you, ain't I?
- Yeah. Yeah, you do. - Yeah.
- Yeah, I do. - Mm.
You don't wanna be normal.
Trust me.
- It's hard work. - Yeah?
Sometimes I do.
Most of the time, I like being...
this powerful.
[RADIO TUNING]
[WILLIE NELSON'S "BLUE SKIES" PLAYING ON RADIO]
♪ Blue skies smilin' at me ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies do I see ♪
[THUNDER RUMBLING]
♪ Bluebirds singin' a song ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies from now on ♪
♪ I never saw the sun shinin' so bright ♪
♪ Never saw things goin' so right ♪
♪ Noticing the days hurrying by ♪
♪ When you're in love, my how they fly by ♪
♪ Blue days, all of them gone ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies from now on ♪
♪ Blue skies smilin' at me ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies do I see ♪
[WIND WHISTLING]
♪ Blue days all of them gone ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies from now on ♪
♪ Blue skies smilin' at me ♪
[WIND STOPS]
♪ Nothin' but blue skies do I see ♪
♪ Blue days all of them gone ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies from now on ♪
♪ Blue skies ♪
♪ Smilin' at me ♪
♪ Nothing but blue skies ♪
♪ Do I see ♪
♪ Blue days ♪
♪ All of them gone ♪
♪ Nothin' but blue skies ♪
♪ From now on ♪♪
What's your name?
Jane.
You sure?
Yes.
Are you happy?
Mmm.
Why?
You don't seem very happy, that's all.
I'm fine.
Fine?
Or good?
Fine.
Are you happy?
Well, there's no such thing as happiness.
Only moments of not being depressed.
Where did you read that?
Come on, repeat after me.
I am in my oils.
No.
[♪♪♪]
Say it.
You say it.
Take some classy photos of me.
It's important people remember this, okay?
Okay.
How do I look?
Nice.
Nice or...
really nice?
Really nice.
Thank you.
Some people say I'm "paranoid schizophrenic,"
which means I think you're out to kill me,
as opposed to schizophrenic, where I'd be out to kill you.
I'm not gonna kill you, though.
Fine.
How about you?
Hm?
I'm normal.
Oh. Okay.
That's boring.
[♪♪♪]
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