She has always been rumored to have cheated on her ex husband, 9ice with fellow artiste, Ruggedman. Anytime she says something on Twitter, she is immediately attacked on the Ruggedman issue.
Toni Payne is obviously fed up and wants to clear the issue.
So the Chris Brown, Drake and Karrueche issue came up, and Toni lend her voice and all hell was let loose.
People started calling her names and was like well why won’t she be on the defensive side, since she was also once in the same shoes.
This morning Toni went online in an emotional laden voice (yes if you read what she wrote, you will know she’s hurt) to ask people to stop, and in as much as she likes to ignore, it’s hard because she is also human.
Her words: –
The other day I lost my cool when I shud av ignored cos I let people who do not matter get to me. It got me trending in a way I did not like and that for me I can’t ignore. Till today, I get an unreasonable amount of hate for something I did not do. I ignore most times but this time I reacted.
Iv been thru a lot so sometimes I find them hard to ignore, maybe because Iv addressed it to the point that it feels like it will never go away. Iv been called every name in the book, bitch, attn seeker, etc simply because I loved the wrong person but still I held my head high choosing to carry on. I do my best to stay true to who I am and be a good person. Tho sum may deem it weakness, I’m a free spirit and av no problem baring my soul so yes I’ll admit, even though I’m strong, it sometimes gets to me.
Not because their opinions matter but because I even have to deal with it in the first place and most of the time it feels surreal. I understand that not everyone will like me, so they will use anything they can against me. I probably wouldn’t care if it was something I actually did. Then I’ll accept that It is what it is. I wish I could explain the feeling of being wrongly accused in that magnitude. It’s like a million welts digging deep at your soul, and no one seems to understand you.
To some it’s funny, to some it’s a headline, to me, it’s reassurance I have to give my son that a nasty rumor was badly mismanaged. It’s the explaining I will be doing in the years to come. It’s irritating when it keeps popping up and I have to turn the other cheek but I’m learning each day to always keep my cool. I’m happy and content but also human. Excuse me if I react sometimes to stupidity thrown in my direction..
God gave me a fresh start and for that I should be grateful.. Apologies if I disappointed anyone by clapping back…..I promise
